When I
student taught at Mount (MDHS) the best moments were when students trusted me
enough to share their life experiences i.e. their immigration stories, their
worries about finding employment after school or getting into college. These
moments were as rewarding as the moments when I got one of my troubled students
to write a complete five paragraph essay. Most of those life story moments came
from my ESL students.
On a Sunday morning last fall,
almost a year and a half after I left Mount, when I was moonlighting as an
assistant to the Game Day Director for the Raiders (a former life), I heard
someone call, “Miz Garcia”. It was one of my former students from the
transitional main stream class I student taught. In fact, it was one of my
favorite students. She was one of my favorites because unlike me she knew,
understood and was brilliant at math and science. I had seen the grades and
test scores to prove it and she wanted to be a nurse. I fully supported that
decision, so when she asked if she could ask me some questions that day on the
field I handed over a card with my email address and told her to send me a
message. For several weeks we emailed back and forth about the community
colleges, her options and the Dream Act and then I stopped hearing from her. I
don’t know if she is enrolled somewhere for the fall. I only know I’m crossing
my fingers that she is. It would be a shame for a brilliant girl like that to
be held back by her immigration status, yet I know that it is an all too likely
possibility.
Having been an ESL student myself,
for however brief a time, I feel connected to these students; having parents
who are immigrants turned citizens I know most of them face a long and tough
road. I’m not a counselor nor do I have the ability to grant these students a
green card. The best I can do for them is give advice and teach them how to
read, write and speak so that at least language is not a barrier. In a nutshell,
what Ball’s “The Subject Matter Preparation of Teachers”, says to me is that
having acquired competency in my subject it is now my job to teach students how
I got there. It is my responsibility to teach them how to think and give them
the necessary tools to think for themselves at the end of the process. Nothing
can really change my belief that this is my main objective as a teacher: teach
students how to think for themselves, express themselves and respect and
understand what others are saying when they are doing the same.
That being said, I’m still
floundering in regards to my line of inquiry. I’m thinking of a unit plan, but
due to some articles I have read regarding creative writing and ESL students I’m
flip-flopping as to the content of that unit plan. I’m a little lost and I feel
comfortable being that way for at least another week.
On a bright note, I was contacted
today about being a CELDT tester in the fall. Its five to six weeks of
employment so at least it’s an option and a start.
This week I responded to: Heather, Jose K. and Debamitra.
This week I responded to: Heather, Jose K. and Debamitra.
Hi Nora,
ReplyDeleteWe have the same passion of connecting and helping the EL students.We teach by example and I think your background and what you have achieved itself is a wonderful example to your students. Do you know of any ELD specialists? I know of one in my district but she is at the elementary level. I was also thinking of talking to Prof. Heidimarie Rambo at St. Mary's. Her speciality is ELD and she might be a valuable resource. Would love to see what you come up with.
Debamitra
Nora congrats on the CELDT testing position. This is a great opportunity to see where the students are in reading, writing, and oral language. It also, is a time that others in the school can see how wonderful you are as an educator. On another note, it appears that you have dedicated your life to this very important area ELD and you bring a personal perspective to the field. Yes! Students will get close to you because you can relate. Thanks for being open about a sensitive subject.
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